anyway my heart/ whole body feels very numb im not sure to the reason to why its happening to my body, but it started after dinner, this surely happens when im nervous or scared(?) anyways my heart isnt exscatly feeling numb more like its beating VERY fast while im thinking.... wtf is going with me?!
i do have an idea to where this phenomenon is coming from!! i have exams on thursday, and idont feel that im ready i know everything in it however i still think this way?! WHY!!
every night for the past week ive dreamt about me getting a horable mark and letting down my family, my marks been dropping ever since year 9
year 7 ive had high 80s to high 70s
year 8 high 80s to 70s again
year 9 low 80s to high 70s
year 10 high80 to 60s
and 1/2 yearlys for year 11 ive gotten 60-50s...
this massive drop ready dose worry, and i cant think to help of me getting a ridiculous low mark for my hsc. i have being trying to get my marks back to their former glory however i found that it is extremely difficult...
